I LOST HIM AND HE DIDN’T SAY GOODBYE

“He didn’t lose me. He just ignored me.”
~RaineFairy

Missing someone dear to you. She writes it with fervent passion.

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As promising and sweet as my love life was, it ended before it could even reach its climax! The hardest part of losing him was it was not the first. I have lost him over a thousand times before.

I would lose him each day he did not call. When I woke up in the early morn and reach out for my phone hoping to see a message or a missed call from him yet there wasn’t any, I would miss him.

Before I laid myself to sleep at night, I would look at my phone hoping he’d call because he was the only one I wanted to talk to about the crappiest stuff of my day. There was none.

When I dined out with my loud cheerful family, I missed him. The gayest friends I have made merriments but I still missed him. I terribly missed him because they are not him.

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